Serenity

Serenity

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Within the never-ending, debilitating tiredness, I found a message.

It told me what I needed to do to eliminate the CFS.  It took a long time coming, and I had to clear a lot of stuff, but yesterday I got the message.  I now need to examine and change a fundamental pattern of behaviour.  Behaviour that, long ago, kept me safe, but now severely limits and restricts me.  

I am no longer the child who created those walls.  I am the adult who can reason, understand, keep the child safe, and move on.

Imagine feeling like this inside….. 

Imagine feeling like this inside….. 

(via tranquil-dreamer)

ME/CFS seems to be very powerful, continually sucking the energy out of you.  In fact, what is happening is that you are in perpetual fight and flight.  The world is a dangerous place, and you have to be on the lookout all the time.  I found that by calming my nervous system by creating an environment where I could rest, and working on negative beliefs, negative mind chatter and unresolved trauma, the ME dissolved.  Took some time, but I am now in charge, not it!

A heart-opening picture to share. Click on pic.

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Been away helping out on a 5 day course helping people overcome trauma, limiting beliefs, phobias, illnesses.  Without the heavy stuff, life becomes a dance.

earthlinglove asked: 'Imagine having energy again' oh i know that feeling, chronic fatigue is hell.

Yes it is.  I am finding my way out of it, though.  I am more powerful than it - no matter what!

Not my picture, but it reflects my inner hippie!

Not my picture, but it reflects my inner hippie!

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